big beats

also, forgot HOW GOOD incubus were/ are. ARE YOU IN? x

wake up in the morning feelin like winehouse.

BEAST of a weekend. went out on fri, as per, and spent sat at work resembling the living dead. memory loss is becoming more common, i think its in part to our old buddy smirnoff. vodka does actually send me nuts. yeah so woke up in unusual circumstances on sat, and had to resort to using airwick as febreeze as literally could not function to put together new clothing combo. it was not a good experience for me.

last night went to see harry potter finally, but the highlight of the event was a man tripping down the stairs. i'm so mature. i also engaged in some light banter with the underage server, Joey, making innuendos about hot sauce.

i think i'm having a certain variety of crisis. all i can think about is dying my hair pastel pink and reinstating my lip-ring. its 2004 all over again. x

some days...

its fine. today is not one of those days. x

hands on the wheel

have somehow returned back to the same stepping stone as 4 months ago. last week managed to go from constant rave to veering out of control, and am now self medicating with wine and valium, which numbs some of the issues but not all and so the night terrors have returned. don't mean to shut people out, but its easier. sorry. x

the adventures of mini-jen

going to start a sister blog detailing the life and loves of my fanjina aka mini-jen. shes a temperamental, unique being and demands alot of my time.

dangerous and frankly awful situations shes got me into include sneaking males into the house whilst my parents slept in the next room and an unfortunate incident with a trampoline which resulted in a hospital visit. mini-jen, or MJ, is currently having a nap but she'll be around later to dispense wisdom and truth. x

do the twist.

right i realise your all probs fed up of this continous theme in my blogging, but am very hungover. and by very i mean i am close to death. send some variety of care package please. went to the local armpit DnE, and was pretty much hammered when got there, ate copious amounts of face, fell off the stage and pulled my double chin out repeatedly. so yeah.......interesting.

i'm so bruised :( but on the plus side i just found a jelly bean. x

who knew

i could possibly have some mental issues. wonder if betty ford take on pro bono cases? x